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Sunday, August 29, 2010
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It's time i shall update on this page for abit. Just look at this page, it has been absolutely pathetic-ly empty for quite some time. I have been lazy. Lazy to blog. Nothing interesting to share. I lost my 'skill'. I lost my 'interest' in blogging. I'm pretty much dissapointed because i love to blog and i want to continue to blog. It's just.... i lost the interest thanks to everything else like twitter and tumblr. They are also like blogs to me. Just that twitter i'm 'blogging' almost every second of my life. Tumblr is like blogging about how i feel about everything through pictures.

I apologise to my avid readers for dissapointing you for coming to my page and seeing the same post every time. Omg wait, this has been the 103847467 time i have been apologising about the same thing. Everytime i come to blog, i keep on saying the same things. It's like deja vu. It happens all the time. That shows how much less i have been blogging. If this continues, i shall just move to tumblr permanently. No point keeping a blog that needs to be constantly be blogged but doesn't until the last minute. I shall blog more often. I promise. Well, hopefully.

So my life has been pretty okay. Nothing interesting or 'wow' happened lately. Just the same old thing. I have been punished by the school for doing something that i didn't do. I was completely innocent but i guess i was at the wrong place at the wrong time. I can't believe innocent souls was dragged into it. But oh well, my intentions were gooooood. It's all over now. My punishment is over so thank god. I'm through with it. I've learned my lesson, very much. School has been the most boring shit ever. I dread school very much. I have no mood and interest in school anymore, pretty much like i'm sick of it. Emotionally drained by everything. Interesting cause my N'levels are coming and yet i'm loosing interest in my studies. This shall not happen. I am going to die. I need to wake up, quickly. Instantly. PRONTO.

I honestly can't wait until N'levels are over. No more studying, just partying. A lot of new meet ups coming my way. Already made plans for that, can you believe it? Haven't started, yet im planing for what's after something that hasn't even started yet. Amazing. I will have so much freedom and my mum won't even have to give me the excuse saying 'your exams are coming so you must stay home!' anymore. Omg, can't wait for that to come. I'll be the happiest girl on earth when my parents will ever stop questioning me whenever i want to go out. Innocent outings, you know. Sigh.

Apart from that, i do want time to slow down a little more. Mainly because i think i need more time for my studies before the horror N'levels arrive and majorly because i need to spend so much more time with the boy. I don't want him to go. I don't know how i would be the day before he leaves. Or rather, the day he does. Omg, i think i'll hit depression. HAHAHAHA, okay i'm prolly overeacting. This is the result of being bored at 1am.

I shall go now. Blog another time soon, hopefully. Thanks for your time reading this shitty poop post. Goodnight everyone.