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Wednesday, November 10, 2010
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So i'm finally back to blogging.

It has been such a long time since i last updated this page. I think the last time i updated was during my N'levels but now it's already over! I'm just glad everything is over now and i'm having such a fun time during my holidays. Alot has been happening. From meeting new people, more outings, more bonding, doing a whole lot new things with people. For now while i'm enjoying my time on my holidays i'll still be hoping every night that i'll be able to go back to school for my O'levels next year during secondary five. It's the only goal i have now. 17 decemeber, please be nice to me. thank you very much.

As you can see, 2010 is already coming to an end very soon. Doesn't time pass by so fast? In just a blink of an eye, a second is already gone. From me just choosing my subjects before entering secondary three, playing a fool and crying on the day on my results hoping i'll get to go secondary four, studying my ass off for my n'levels and now? Gosh, i didn't know time would pass by this quickly. Before you know it, we will be counting down to 2011 and watching the fireworks. All of us, will be making a new resulotion. I have some in my mind. Which is defnitely, to work hard for my O'levels. I regret not working as hard for N'levels. I took things very easily, i didn't see the importance of everything. If i get to make it, i have to work my butt off. No more lazying around. *crosses fingers*

Anyhoo, i was reading my old post from my blog yesterday. I found many things. Many old pictures. I was just remembering the old times i used to have. The old friends i used to have. The old good fun times. Sometimes i think to myself i think i prefer to be in the past then where i am now. Sometimes i feel that i enjoyed my past then how i'm feeling now. But to think again, that's the past. Past shall be past. Let bygones be bygones right? I don't regret anything in life because whatever i have done, whatever choices i have made makes me who i am today. In every mistake i have done, there was always a learning cycle to everything. I've learned so much from my past and i grew. i grew into a different person. There's no point living in the past. In life there is only one thing you can say about it which is: Life has to go on, so keep going. And i guess that's really true. I may have lost some friends, but i have also met new one's. I am who i am now and i like it just the way it is.

I mean, looking back at how stupid i was just made me laugh. The way i used to blog, let me tell you it's just way hilarious. I do admit, i used to be a BITCH. Yes, i sad it. A bitch. I used to blog about the slightest things that gets on my nerves and therefore, it caused me problems. Haha well, that was one i was secondary one. It made me feel "cool." Looking at where i am now, i'm happy to be here. I'm happy i pulled through every obstacle i faced and learned from my mistakes. I'm 16 now. I'm freaking 16666! (oh wait, not really hehe)

In a month time, i will be celebrate my 16th birthday. Pretty excited this year eventhough i have no plans at the moment. I'll be celebrating it with a special new person and it makes me feel so estatic. 16 seems like a big deal to me and i don't really know why. Maybe it's the excitement of me getting into cinemas which has ratings of NC16? I used to get so freaking annoyed with those movies which said it was NC16 eventhough i was just a month away from being 16. Not fair, isn't it? Oh well. I can surely enjoy it afterwards. Then M18, R21? Wow, time passes so fast man. I don't like the feeling. I just don't want everything to end so quickly, sometimes i wish time would slow down so i can enjoy every single moment of it and treasure it.

Okay that comes to the end of my blogpost. Just so you know, i'll be blogging and vlogging too. Yes, tough job but since i have all the time in the world to do both, why not? I love to do both. I just think i might be vlogging more. If i don't have the chance to blog, i'll just post my videos up on this page. This can be an advantage as people may bloghop and bam it's me! HAHAHA okay lameeeeooooo~ Oh yes, one thing i've never changed since last time is = ME BEING JUST LAME.

CHALOBETEH EVEYRONE~ Look foward for more blogpost from me!